Gyaan!

I realize that I have always learnt the lessons in my life the hard way!! We almost always know what’s right what’s wrong.. what’s good and what’s bad... and in spite of knowing, we often choose the wrong option.
There are a few of my own realizations (crazy thoughts u might say):

I have realized that,

… Every human being is schizophrenic to some extent.

I am serious .. really.. I have seen many crazy men… it’s a different story that I attract crazy men rather than attracting men like crazy!! (shall blog abt this some other day)..but I believe everybody is crazy to some extent!

… A LITTLE can sometimes be MORE than enough!

… Having SEX is a lot different from making LOVE.

… The most difficult thing to do is to hide your sorrow with a smile on your face.

... To err is to human.. but not if u make the same mistake twice!

... Dont FALL in love.. WALK in!

U unfortunately dont get a sheild which u can put on while u fall in love.. and to later get all bruised up to only to realize that there was no one to catch u while u were "FALLING"..

Watch out on this blog.. I shall keep updating as and when I realize anything new!

M loving it!

Hiii!! Its been a looooooooooong time since I have written something. Well I have now been shifted to Bangalore .. and so was totally busy with meeting up old friends, cousins and freaking out that I never got a chance to be alone and write in something.

Getting back to bangalore was a big deal for me and everyone at home.. It had been a year since I had stayed away from home and my mom was not very happy with me staying alone. I was really thrilled and over joyed to get back here.. !

But since the past 3 days I have been wanting to get away .. I dont know why!! Just want some time to be alone.

I guess maybe when you are living away from ur family for sometime you get so used to being alone that when u come back home to see all the crowd, kids, elders, noise around all the time .. u crave for sometime just be on your own.. and I guess thats whats happening to me now. Also as my cousins wedding was nearing the excitment among all cousin to shop, dance, sing, music.. all together... I really felt like getting away from here. With a big family and to have 18 cousins around I really started to think about the lonely days in Pune when I would spend the entire day reading a novel and cribbing about how much I miss home to my cousins over phone .

I had always wanted to be with my family right from my childhood. Back then it was only me and mom at Bangalore and cousins would visit us only during summer holidays and I would wait for the holidays to come. And now that everyone is settled in Bangalore its more fun, crowded and noisy! I like my family and I enjoy being with all my cousins and uncles and aunts although its gets stuffy when sometimes 8 people have to adjust in a small maruthi alto , or 3 to 4 have to adjust and sleep in a double bed! I realise happiness is when u have ur loved ones around you and I am fortunate to have such a huge loving family with me.

ummm well I can always have sometime for myself when I am at office and not having much work to do.. hehe. I am just enjoying every single bit of it!!